My source of Inspiration

people change. For the better? or for the worse. and im thinking im getting worser. maybe because ive been neglecting myself...

"malam ku tidur tak lena".. That song has been in my head for the past few days.I haven't slept well for the past few days too. I did alot of reflections lately, about the past, and how situations could be better. I am still finding solutions to problems, maybe problem is too strong a word, maybe the word is situation. Look into facebook, browsed through my friend's info section. Some, just keep it short and simple. Some,blast everything about themselves. Categorizing what they think has been their achievements or perhaps what they want people to think about them. How cool they are, How great they are or even how they want to be respected.I used to be like that. Not anymore. I think its now right to strive ahead head on. Only pleasing yourself not others. I realized I've not achieved success because I don't want it badly enough. This world is indeed simple in one way. You want something, go and get it. It might not be easy, but if you have the will and determ...

A communication breakdown. Ayah and mama. Why wont you listen to me? why wont u try to understand me? I hate to be instructed. I hate to be controlled. i am not perfect. i make mistakes. i learn from my mistakes. I need guidance not criticism.

the 3 words i love you is so redundant. such a cliche. Kinda stupid. I give up la. *white flag* sometimes, i dont even know myself. if i were to make a comparison with anyone in my family. i am one that listens to myself more than my parents advice. thats because i feel like my parents are trying to give me a route. A boring one. Whereas there is a much more adventurous route. not only that, i also believe that rules are meant to be broken.. always do. myparents always claim that i like to take risk. Well, the thing is. "i got balls to try and I am not afraid to fail!" I have been independant? at the age of 4,i asked my grandfather to take off my training wheels on my bicycle. my grandfather as always was sceptical, always afraid to try. but eventually he gave in, thats because i think he wants me to feel the pain of me falling.he eventually brought me to the playground to play. i brought the bike. I practised on my own. fall after fall. and eventually i showed to him. The ri...

Hello, Daylight robbery? Having to spend so much on bike insurance is daylight robbery. But thankfully, I have only to pay 300 dollars to extend my insurance when i send my bike for inspection in January. Rather than 800+ that i paid for the bike? Grateful. Can you imagine paying 1000+ dollars for insurance? which can last you for 365 days? Thats for young "RACERS" like me. Hot headed and cant be "kacau" on the road by others. Ego at stake? Nah not for me. theres a right time and place to do crazy things. I dont blame the insurance company for charging it at a very high rate. Theres so many claims taking place. Accidents here and there. Patah tangan la. patah kaki lah. Kodong tangan,kodong kaki. Konek da tak boleh steam la. gegerl da tak boleh pakai skirt la. E'ah E'ah design kia lah. Bukak game pat nicoll highway la. Mod mod motor sampai boleh terbang la. Pipe chamber la. Racing footrest la. Fast throttle la. Tebok pipe la. Sigh... how not to accident? mot...

I had nothing to do so i post on me riding the wave 125 on the way back from delivering an order. As you can see. the road is damn wet.

Humans. weird creatures i tell ya. You simply cant judge them once u get to know them long enough. Their cunningness, their self-centredness, their stab from the back. Sigh. I am seeing all this happening. You know what. I am going to blog often now. By often i mean often. :D Oh yes, I changed her tyres. but hadnt got any pics of her new tyres yet. got the Bridgestone Battlax 39. a recommendation from my mechanic Ah KEE. Such a joker i tell ya. Went into the shop. He shouted from across. ah kee :"WOI! mana lu pegi? lu datang niari takda bawak ah moi ah?" (woi! where have you been. today you come never bring chickies ah?" me: "Aiya, ah moi sibuk la ah kee.lu sudah makan belom? ni saya bawak pizza. " (aiya,chickies busy la ah kee. Have you eaten? here i brought pizza) ah kee: "waah ini mcm banyak bagus. ah.ini hari mau tukar apa? " (whoa like this good sia. ah. today what you wanna do?) me: "niari gua mau tukar tayar la ah kee. gua corner manyak li...