"malam ku tidur tak lena"..
That song has been in my head for the past few days.I haven't slept well for the past few days too. I did alot of reflections lately, about the past, and how situations could be better. I am still finding solutions to problems, maybe problem is too strong a word, maybe the word is situation. Look into facebook, browsed through my friend's info section. Some, just keep it short and simple. Some,blast everything about themselves. Categorizing what they think has been their achievements or perhaps what they want people to think about them. How cool they are, How great they are or even how they want to be respected.I used to be like that. Not anymore.
I think its now right to strive ahead head on. Only pleasing yourself not others. I realized I've not achieved success because I don't want it badly enough. This world is indeed simple in one way. You want something, go and get it. It might not be easy, but if you have the will and determination to succeed. You WILL SUCCEED. It has happened in my life.
Something is really up in my mind. Humans are not perfect. So am i. Therefore, in this post. I shall mention that i appreciate the people who have made great significance in my life so far.People who have or have tried to stand by me even during my irritating moments.
But then,i always upset someone la. ahaha.
This paragraph here is specially dedicated to my friend Sarafina. Your someone whom I think is a great company to have with. Someone i can easily call up and say, "sara, im feeling down today man." She will eventually layan you with her merepekness. I fight with her alot. Probably the reason why I tend to miss talking to her or better still She misses talking to me?!
Words like Babi! GEMOK! pendek! Boncit! Asal kau bodoh?! etc etc etc. its not to hurt you, its just to tease you. Please eh, you also kacau me balek. Babi kau balek ah! hehe. Ya, men are stubborn so yes fight back for what u really believe in, Fina, don't give up fighting for you know who la eh? So yes. last but not least. Keleng sia kau! haha.
*fina in lalaland probably will say "keleng kau balek ah!"*
TO another person,
thing is, I just hate messaging because i just dont enjoy it at all. SO maybe by blogging I could express it all out.
Ryna, love will come to you someday. Don't Rush it. If you rush it, weird things happen. That is what Ive learnt from people. They are desperate until they fall into wrong hands. Like one girl i use to date, She was an innocent girl. Someone who was not loud. Very quiet. She seeked love.When she's blinded by love by a matrep, she lost a sacred part of her.That she couldnt let go of her loss.She dare not accept any guy in her life anymore. The best part is, I could have made a difference in her life if I would have made an attempt to tackle her earlier,Maybe she won't have lost anything afterall.
I truely believe one thing Ryna,
If god gives you what you want, you get it. Your satisfied but it wont be so good for you afterall.
If god dont give you what you want, he eventually reward you with something better afterwards and your happier.
If god says wait, he eventually reward you with something the best of all and you will be contented,grateful and happiest of all.
Dont be depressed anymore. If your depressed, your distracted. when your distracted, you wont achieve your hopes and dreams.
Cheers.
That song has been in my head for the past few days.I haven't slept well for the past few days too. I did alot of reflections lately, about the past, and how situations could be better. I am still finding solutions to problems, maybe problem is too strong a word, maybe the word is situation. Look into facebook, browsed through my friend's info section. Some, just keep it short and simple. Some,blast everything about themselves. Categorizing what they think has been their achievements or perhaps what they want people to think about them. How cool they are, How great they are or even how they want to be respected.I used to be like that. Not anymore.
I think its now right to strive ahead head on. Only pleasing yourself not others. I realized I've not achieved success because I don't want it badly enough. This world is indeed simple in one way. You want something, go and get it. It might not be easy, but if you have the will and determination to succeed. You WILL SUCCEED. It has happened in my life.
Something is really up in my mind. Humans are not perfect. So am i. Therefore, in this post. I shall mention that i appreciate the people who have made great significance in my life so far.People who have or have tried to stand by me even during my irritating moments.
But then,i always upset someone la. ahaha.
This paragraph here is specially dedicated to my friend Sarafina. Your someone whom I think is a great company to have with. Someone i can easily call up and say, "sara, im feeling down today man." She will eventually layan you with her merepekness. I fight with her alot. Probably the reason why I tend to miss talking to her or better still She misses talking to me?!
Words like Babi! GEMOK! pendek! Boncit! Asal kau bodoh?! etc etc etc. its not to hurt you, its just to tease you. Please eh, you also kacau me balek. Babi kau balek ah! hehe. Ya, men are stubborn so yes fight back for what u really believe in, Fina, don't give up fighting for you know who la eh? So yes. last but not least. Keleng sia kau! haha.
*fina in lalaland probably will say "keleng kau balek ah!"*
TO another person,
thing is, I just hate messaging because i just dont enjoy it at all. SO maybe by blogging I could express it all out.
Ryna, love will come to you someday. Don't Rush it. If you rush it, weird things happen. That is what Ive learnt from people. They are desperate until they fall into wrong hands. Like one girl i use to date, She was an innocent girl. Someone who was not loud. Very quiet. She seeked love.When she's blinded by love by a matrep, she lost a sacred part of her.That she couldnt let go of her loss.She dare not accept any guy in her life anymore. The best part is, I could have made a difference in her life if I would have made an attempt to tackle her earlier,Maybe she won't have lost anything afterall.
I truely believe one thing Ryna,
If god gives you what you want, you get it. Your satisfied but it wont be so good for you afterall.
If god dont give you what you want, he eventually reward you with something better afterwards and your happier.
If god says wait, he eventually reward you with something the best of all and you will be contented,grateful and happiest of all.
Dont be depressed anymore. If your depressed, your distracted. when your distracted, you wont achieve your hopes and dreams.
Cheers.
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