WHOA MAK KAU AKU TIDO SIANG BANGUN SIANG!
haha.
what an achievement.
5.32am in the morning.
and soon i gonna do my subuh.
Have you ever felt that you like somebody without you not realizing?
hah.
you felt as though a part of you became so uptight when u hear another persons name whereas you and her got nothing going on.
Trying to forget the person you love but you simply can't because every now and then the things around you reminds you about him/her.
every now and then you have bad thoughts about that person. worry that someone touches him/her.
constantly having nightmares about that person.
constantly mention in your prayers. For good health and wealth.
well I'm in that state right now.
just wanna please that person by moving on.
you sacrifice your happiness for that person's happiness.
i guess shes happy now.
Finding a replacement already.
work for example.
1) mannequin: the tee that she bought is on display on the mannequin.
Brazil Jacket: she tried it on and likes it but back then it cost 76 bucks and now it cost only 35.
secret recipe: those chocolatey moments.
Or on the road?
2) Ah Boi, Aunty sticker shop: near the place she had her attachment which is @ cityhub hotel.
Roti Prata house @ upper thomson: the roti prata mushroom cheese
Or Bugis.
3) The Love Guru: first good laugh movie
Hunting for her skirt and all.
I know she hurt me plentiful of times.
I simply dont know why I can forgive her.
as im typing these, i feel so distraught..
and when I'm so, I pray to god..
and then take an adrenaline Joy ride on the PIE.
plenty of times i almost flew off the Demonater.
plenty of times i came close to death.
she was my sunshine and my heartbreaker.
i always thought that nice guys will prevail but I guess my neighbour is indeed right.
"ladies dont deserve nice guys... they always finish last... its time to be a badass"
its not coming from him.
Its coming from Dan too.
"they bite, break them into pieces"
well they are right.
I wont deny I didnt hurt her before but I never had any intention to.
it bursts. I'm sorry for having to be completely honest seeing me angry.
my sacrifices were unseen.
thats how i felt.
we've stop talking like we use to.
Right now, I aint sure if I'm running by doing so.
Its hard for me to talk to her.
it hurts me to call her.
because deep down i love her.
yes. Ive never expressed my feelings on a blog before.
you might might not be reading this.
imy, Y...
okay da *AMIK KOTEX LAP AIR MATA*
haha.
what an achievement.
5.32am in the morning.
and soon i gonna do my subuh.
Have you ever felt that you like somebody without you not realizing?
hah.
you felt as though a part of you became so uptight when u hear another persons name whereas you and her got nothing going on.
Trying to forget the person you love but you simply can't because every now and then the things around you reminds you about him/her.
every now and then you have bad thoughts about that person. worry that someone touches him/her.
constantly having nightmares about that person.
constantly mention in your prayers. For good health and wealth.
well I'm in that state right now.
just wanna please that person by moving on.
you sacrifice your happiness for that person's happiness.
i guess shes happy now.
Finding a replacement already.
work for example.
1) mannequin: the tee that she bought is on display on the mannequin.
Brazil Jacket: she tried it on and likes it but back then it cost 76 bucks and now it cost only 35.
secret recipe: those chocolatey moments.
Or on the road?
2) Ah Boi, Aunty sticker shop: near the place she had her attachment which is @ cityhub hotel.
Roti Prata house @ upper thomson: the roti prata mushroom cheese
Or Bugis.
3) The Love Guru: first good laugh movie
Hunting for her skirt and all.
I know she hurt me plentiful of times.
I simply dont know why I can forgive her.
as im typing these, i feel so distraught..
and when I'm so, I pray to god..
and then take an adrenaline Joy ride on the PIE.
plenty of times i almost flew off the Demonater.
plenty of times i came close to death.
she was my sunshine and my heartbreaker.
i always thought that nice guys will prevail but I guess my neighbour is indeed right.
"ladies dont deserve nice guys... they always finish last... its time to be a badass"
its not coming from him.
Its coming from Dan too.
"they bite, break them into pieces"
well they are right.
I wont deny I didnt hurt her before but I never had any intention to.
it bursts. I'm sorry for having to be completely honest seeing me angry.
my sacrifices were unseen.
thats how i felt.
we've stop talking like we use to.
Right now, I aint sure if I'm running by doing so.
Its hard for me to talk to her.
it hurts me to call her.
because deep down i love her.
yes. Ive never expressed my feelings on a blog before.
you might might not be reading this.
imy, Y...
okay da *AMIK KOTEX LAP AIR MATA*
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