Damn, i really need sleeping pills..
So today was my off day.
Nizam asked if I want to play st.soccer and I said "malas uh..."
my neighbour ajak go Mustafa centre and I was also lazy...

I ended up at home reading this book Called The GOOD GUY by Dean Koontz..
reading it 3 times yet the storyline still fascinates me...
The element of suprise in the book is really addictive...
when you least expect it, BOOM! the bad guy appears from out of nowhere...
started reading from 1 till 4 pm...
afterwhich i Doze off on the sofa.


Went to Nuh to Visit Nenek and I must say her illness is pretty strange.
Doctors cant find the source of illness?
are doctors really lazy these days?


I have this cousin of mine who got 28 points for her O'levels.
she failed her maths and sciences.
and shes telling everyone shes going NIE.
wait shes applying not going..
I mean, come on you wanna cover-up dont go to the extend of a university?
wow...
isnt it quiet a suprise?
even a diploma holder has to be the cream of the crop to get there.
Bogus Bullshit.
theres even a friend of mine who got 28 points and fail maths and science stuck in an ITE and not even given a single option of a poly course.
if she thinks she stand a chance then I dont know what to say.
But NIE? oh come on... fuck me!
what disgust me is that later in the day, shes gonna enrol for her class 3 license.
Oh CRAP!
rather than you waste that 166dollars enrolling for your class 3 you might as well use that money to retake your GCE O'level results..
Set your priorities right for goodness sake!


and recently, Ive been having nightmares of her and only her.
This separation affected me so deeply that I couldnt focus.
oh well.. part of growing up big boy...

and dear god, please let me pass my Car license in July...
I want to drive.