I cant sleep at all. damn.
I dont know whats the matter with me but i just cant get to sleep early.
urgh!!!!! i want to sleep la but i cant put myself to sleep sia.
geram*


So anyways, I'm here to blog.
something which has been pondering on my mind.
I realize your culture and upbringing plays a big role in developing an individual's life.
Like for example, if you have people around you with Big Arms and tattoos inked all over the body.
You will naturally grow up thinking that tattoos are normal.
but if you grow up in an environment whereby the people around you constantly remind you of prayers and religion. You will most probably be wondering wth is a tattoo.

and I just realize something, i cant find any male adult among my relatives who does not have a Class 2B license.
From both sides.
It's a perfect excuse to tell my parents if they disapprove.
haha. oh well.



With that said also, it greatly depends on the Paths we choose.
the place we direct ourselves to.
once curiosity sets in and you arent able to control, thats where you stand in a deciding point.
you choose right you ride smoothly to your ultimate destination, you choose wrong you end up riding it hard and bumpy;getting lost.
i admit, i am somewhat between both criteria.
Ive done wrong at some point of life.
and Ive created hope unintentionally.
the naive ones.
I'm truthfully sorry.
I truly realize also that what goes around comes around.



I realize something today. I am not the guy in 2008.
Ive changed.My mindset has change.
the way i convey my thoughts and feelings has change.
even though its a mere change, i feel good about myself.
and I definitely would want to expect more change from myself.


I hate the thought of Speeding on roads even though I love the thrill of speeding.
riding with leisure is definitely more enlightening,more satisfying and definitely much safer.
In May i will enrol for Defensive Riding at CDC.
I would have said "buat pe nak gi defensive riding? buang duit jek. buang masa plak tu."
Ive realized that a few hundred dollars could secure you on the road.
Its a good investment knowing that your putting on a seat-belt on your life.
having heard of someone suspended for riding eventhough it was not exactly his fault woke me up.it was poor weather and therefore poorer judgement. you cant blame him.



and i have a confession to make.
girls riding on Gileras are hot.
especially when they wear singlet.
woohoo...
haha. random sia. but seriously they are YUMMY.


mama's birthday is today and I must say I'm proud of mama because throughout my entire life my mum has been the one very supportive.
She constantly encourage us siblings to pick up a skill.
Like last year I took lifesaving course.
This year, I will be taking up Airbrushing.
its somewhat like tattooing but done on Vehicles,Helmets, T-shirts and objects.
a skill i definitely want to pick up.
:D
aiights.
im feeling tired.
i hope i can get to sleep. nitey nites yao.