My source of Inspiration

My last post was in 2014. Then, i thought i matured enough. However, i thought wrong as there are really so much more to learn in life. Looking back at this blog, i realized i had slashed quite a bit of checklist ive made. The goals i set for myself like completing my diploma, having my own vehicle ownership, upgrading my licenses. 9 years down the road, im looking at settling down, completing my bachelors degree in psychology, owning my own property and having my first turbocharged car. It made me realized it was so much simpler as to the goals ive set for myself back when i was in polytechnic. As time goes by tougher, so will my ambition becomes tougher. They say one will never be satisfied. I dont think so. I think one will be contented once he achieve his goals in life. 2016 had thought me that goals can never be achieved without Allah and Nothing is impossible without doa. I am blogging right now because there are so much in my head right now. From videography skills to digital ...

One who earns trust should always maintain integrity and never once think about abandon the faith of the individual whom have bestowed their trust on to them. However, in this modern day world, who can you trust? How much trust can u give them? In life, we are constantly learning. Learning from mistakes, adapting to change and adding more knowledge to improve ourselves. That being said, We learn from those around us too. Our seniors especially. Does life change a person? Of course it does. And Out of so many things Ive learn from life in the year 2012 is that one should never ever rely and depend on anyone. From the loss of my grandfather this year, ive learnt that even towards the end of your life, one should always keep on fighting. To see my grandfather pass away and towards his dying moments fighting to survive has made me realize how strong a fighter he was. How he kept fighting to stay alive. Regain consciousness. I wept. In life, ive learnt that The love to Allah is greater...

Have you ever wondered what you really seek in life? Happiness? Money? Fame? Assets? Singapore has been ranked third as most competitive country in the world and first in Asia. This tells me something about our culture. The peopl are indeed competitive. Our lives depends on survival but have you ever realized that competitive people sacrifized alot of happiness in their lives? They sacrifized their families, friends and even marriage. Just to be at the top, they are willing to strive hard. However, i always believe that champions will be toppled. When you reach the top, someone will try to topple your reign. So the true fact is that one will never be king forever. The key importance in life is to stay contented. Be grateful for what u have.

Dusty blog. I am grateful for what i have and what i have been given. Discipline. Lets just say i lost it. But nevertheless, i wont give up trying.

no worries. to whoever lorenzo is. i don't think highly of myself around you. i only think highly of myself within me to boost my self-esteem.my blog my say? like i said, not happy. pat atas ada x button. press it. jgn teragak2. :)

as i sang the song kepadanya with my pal Azhar, it touched me deeply. As i sign the song wholeheartedly, i felt better about life and how i should be living it. I love my parents,nenek,bro. for now i know, they are my several pillar of strengths for me to keep on striving and fighting and staying true to myself in life. I must say I have conquered many test by god to have changed in many ways. I am just happy for what i have been receiving all this while. I appreciate the people around me be it good or bad. I love the way I am now. enjoy life? nah. make something out of your life and afterlife. duniawi and ukhrawi. dont aim this world only, aim the afterlife too. i end with : "wahai manusia, sedarlah dirimu, hidup didunia hanya sementara,dekatkan diri padanya."

Its ironic how life changes. How mindset change. Reacting to change, pretty important.These changes are IRONIC however. There will be people you hate. There will be people hating you. Most Importantly, never ever hate oneself. Work and school. Part of the political cycle in life. If this world was as peaceful and everyone is nice towards each other. I bet it will be heaven. At this point of time, my mind and heart says, Cinta Allah,Work Hard,Play Hard, Study hard. i just want to be happy.seriously.

Well well, hi all. I dont know where to start. I have alot of emotions bottled up in me at the moment. Well I take what comes to me and embrace it lah. Not gonna complain anymore. Well,lets start with my 400cc experience. Honda Fireblade NC29 400 L model. L model= no powercut so the bike can clear meter easily. Trust me, riding at 190km/h at North South Highway is no joke. Out of this world and the power felt is extremely orgasmic. At the same time, very risky.But whats life without any calculated risk. That day, I went home and I couldn't sleep properly. Alot of thoughts going through my mind such as, what if i hit a rock.. I guess thats the last time I will go that fast on a highway. I will love to try it on the track some day though. Road Wise,with more power more responsibility. I must say 400cc is perfect for Singapore roads. Stable, enough power to overtake vehicles, strong brakes and better technology. The downside to the fireblade is that I have to 'bongkok' or hunc...

Well well. Im back here blogging aye? A long long long gone for too long post. Okay. Been busy. School and work. Trust me man. I feel like a workaholic. what to do? i have 2 babies to feed. The first baby eats alot of petrol and 2t. The 2nd one good boy la. HAHA. but kinda boring cause he can only go maximum 110km/h. okay okay stop it sia babies. Aiights. Right now I'm having two part-time jobs to sustain myself. One as a pizza hut call-centre(really underpaid) and Mac Rider. Well, I truly dont know why I'm working so hard to find money. But maybe because I just need to feel the money coming in.Other than that, im just glad Im healthy. But then again, i miss blogging. truly. but now nobody reads it no more. But i believe this blog will be a significant blog to reflect on the highlights of my life. Imagine, from the period of may till july. I tried 4 different jobs. Sentosa(quit),Pastamania Rider(quit),Pizza Hut Call Centre(quitting soon), Mac Rider(currently)and hopefully mac ...

in the dark, alone. thinking about stuff. Well, lets talk about future. by the time i enter ns i will be like 22? well, goals and ambitions in life are there to be met. I always wanted my bike license since I was a young boi. At sec 4 I was fascinated by my cousin's SP. made me fanatic to get one and here I am 4 years later riding an SP. I wanted to get into a poly when I was in Secondary school. not all dreams are met. because along the way, we'll make mistakes. we'll go wrong. hence, i will definitely say making mistakes in the past was definitely my learning journey to greater success. though my parents don't always support me in most of the things i do, i must say they are there to support me. well, i do respect them but i guess there's a correct time and place to say No to them. well, i truly realize now that being focus is very important. locking your goals and working towards it. well, now, my TP is on the 15th of June.. working my way up the ladder for my cl...

I don't get it with Impatient drivers these days. I was on the way to meet Jeff for my very first outing with SBF to Johor Bahru. Went to draw money at the POSB atm first. afterwhich i proceed. I was riding along the Kim San Leng Kopitiam and further up its Bishan Interchange. Out of nowhere a Blue Subaru Impreza POPPED out and I immediately JAMMED brake and I clearly heard my tyre screech. First thing I did was to stare at him. HORN at him. GOSH! whats the hurry? there were no cars behind me what. can at least let me go first right? AFTER WHICH I REVVED the engine at him. If not, I might turn out to be like the biker in the video below... and on the expressway, Jeff almost bang a car because that car weave in on him. Gosh, whats wrong with these drivers. They got like 3 mirrors to look from. Do safety checks la. See the video below. Last week, I almost collided with a VAN. Was riding at 60km/h at braddell road and out of nowhere a VAN lane change without safety checks. E-brakes. ...

Lionel Messi is simply Mesmerizing. Quick feet, big heart and simply talented. He simply dazzled the crowd with his dribbles. Simply amazing how he create havoc towards the arsenal team. I truly hope he continues his run. Barcelona would be more entertaining if Ronaldinho was still in the team. such a waste. sigh. I am gunning for Barcelona to clinch the Champions league. Such an entertaining team.

Hello readers. Don't expect an enlightening post for this one. first of all, i am pist off with so many people right now. I truly hope they truly realize they wronged me. 1) fina's cousin accused me of mengatal with her cousin Nazatul on MSN. WTF? and fina almost believed her. hotark kau ah. ingatkan aku tkde kerje pe? and to the cousin if your reading this, kamsiah hor! accuse more fitnah la. Amalkan dosa ye... sighhh... funny thing is, u dont even know me? wtf sia. mengamok sia aku. 2) Ridzwan, Wahidah and I made effort for your birthday? i even skipped lifesaving for u man. we sure had a good time and all. but that msg was like wth sia? immaturity. u lose some to gain some. macam cerita punk'd. they got punk'd. but they still embrace it. wahidah and I wanted to make ur birthday more interesting by planning to komplot. so that it will be memorable. Yes, you said u will never forget and all la thats because we made it interesting. All that effort bro.You wanna let out...

Okay, Fine City. Yes. Singapore is indeed a Fine city.What inspires me to write this post? Refer to the picture below. What can you infer from the picture in SOURCE A. HAHA! Sounds like O'level History ehk? LOLS. Ala, Senang je. From Source A, it clearly shows a money sucking machine used in Singapore. HAHAHAHAHA! Source A. So yes, firstly, i went through an ERP Gantry without me realizing that I didnt have my cashcard place inside my IU unit.2ndly, I have an 8 dollar fine earlier today. So far, these are the two fines I've accumulated so far.Gosh, money talks. Going through an ERP is like government saying "eh mat, you want to go through you pay me 1 dollar,if you dont pay i will still let you through but i will charge you 8 dollars 2 weeks later." All this are donations. I think most of us are gaining pahala by donating. Don't worry, so long your in Singapore, you will donate very frequently. Must be ikhl...

I got this from one of my friend on facebook.Young Sportsbike 2B riders on 2 stroke racing machines. We may be thinking alike. Thats because what he posted Just seem to coincide with what i have been thinking. Well here goes, this is what he posted about women or ladies. "We guys don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. . . . Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. That it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wr...

My emotional pain has taken over. Apparently, its affecting my life. i couldnt think straight. i couldnt go out of the house. i just feel like urgh. And i need a punching bag. mum confiscated my bike key. Its 2 days already. since i ride my bike. gawd... well she did it for my safety i guess. ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!! enough.

at this point of time, i am totally not achieving anything. I feel like shit. My aim. Discipline level is like fuck. ARGH! i need a motivation. give me motivation. damn damn damn. So many to achieve with so minimal support.

Well hello. I'm back after so long. Yes, Had class chalet and had a blast with my W16N peeps. okay. Kana sabo with waterbombs. FAD got hit in the eye. I cabot and fled to the back of the chalet and they were all chasing me. LOLS. but end up i kana hit 3 to 4 times because i ran through the wrong territory. haha. So yes, DON'T ever play corner with me. Fadhli(lil' bro) and I were about to have supper because we were very hungry and we went macs. Out of nowhere there's this P-Plate 125z came by and kacau me. HE WHACK WHACK WHACK at me around Raffles instituition area. I ignored reason being Fadhli is behind me. eventually,It was at a bend and he closed in to me and i almost hit the kerb. I GOT MAD of course! i tap fadhli's thighs telling him to clamp my hip. so i open valve and chase him. came the corner at braddell flyover and we're neck to neck. HOHO. wrong place to play corner with me boy. i had alot of practise at this corner with the Honda WAVE while i was...

Toys'R'US. It never ever ever fail to remind me of my childhood days When I was a small boy, where its just about play,school and milk. The toys'r'us in marina was the one that my parents always brought me to. Thats when, my sister will cry and yell if she don't get the toy she wants and I will just roam around playing with toys and usually I will get small toys like cars or superhero figures. Once I enter the store, I will usually stray away from them as I went straight into the Toy car section. HotWheels was my favourite then. infact, it is still my favourite till today. Toys'R'us never fail to bring a smile to my face. THose bitter sweet moments. The doll section? I will never enter that section. No way! and when i am a father, my daughter isn't allowed to buy dolls. So yes. This is at Forum. :) It was empty because its a weekday. Mum was finding a gift for a small naughty boy so I drove her there to accompany her. while she was busy finding her Sp...

15th february 2010 marks mama's 50th birthday. Half a century old. Happy birthday to you Mama. Semoga panjang umur and murah Rezeki. (for long health and prosperity always)