My source of Inspiration

lalala.

2011-09-08T12:41:00.000-07:00

Dusty blog.
I am grateful for what i have and what i have been given.
Discipline.
Lets just say i lost it.
But nevertheless, i wont give up trying.

2010-10-25T12:02:00.000-07:00

no worries. to whoever lorenzo is.
i don't think highly of myself around you. i only think highly of myself within me to boost my self-esteem.my blog my say?
like i said, not happy. pat atas ada x button. press it. jgn teragak2. :)

wahai manusia,sedarlah dirimu, hidup di dunia hanya sementara.arahkan diripadanya

2010-09-27T11:39:00.001-07:00

as i sang the song kepadanya with my pal Azhar, it touched me deeply. As i sign the song wholeheartedly, i felt better about life and how i should be living it.
I love my parents,nenek,bro. for now i know, they are my several pillar of strengths for me to keep on striving and fighting and staying true to myself in life. I must say I have conquered many test by god to have changed in many ways.

I am just happy for what i have been receiving all this while.
I appreciate the people around me be it good or bad.
I love the way I am now.

enjoy life? nah.
make something out of your life and afterlife.
duniawi and ukhrawi.
dont aim this world only, aim the afterlife too.

i end with :

"wahai manusia, sedarlah dirimu, hidup didunia hanya sementara,dekatkan diri padanya."

Sometimes I wish life wasnt as complicated.

2010-08-23T12:13:00.000-07:00

Its ironic how life changes. How mindset change. Reacting to change, pretty important.These changes are IRONIC however. There will be people you hate. There will be people hating you. Most Importantly, never ever hate oneself.

Work and school. Part of the political cycle in life. If this world was as peaceful and everyone is nice towards each other. I bet it will be heaven. At this point of time, my mind and heart says, Cinta Allah,Work Hard,Play Hard, Study hard. i just want to be happy.seriously.

Fireblade

2010-08-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

Well well, hi all.
I dont know where to start. I have alot of emotions bottled up in me at the moment. Well I take what comes to me and embrace it lah. Not gonna complain anymore.

Well,lets start with my 400cc experience.
Honda Fireblade NC29 400 L model. L model= no powercut so the bike can clear meter easily. Trust me, riding at 190km/h at North South Highway is no joke. Out of this world and the power felt is extremely orgasmic. At the same time, very risky.But whats life without any calculated risk. That day, I went home and I couldn't sleep properly. Alot of thoughts going through my mind such as, what if i hit a rock.. I guess thats the last time I will go that fast on a highway. I will love to try it on the track some day though. Road Wise,with more power more responsibility. I must say 400cc is perfect for Singapore roads. Stable, enough power to overtake vehicles, strong brakes and better technology. The downside to the fireblade is that I have to 'bongkok' or hunch forward while riding. Hunchback of notredam. The racer attitude that i have, now i cant race and play on the roads with the 150cc category cuz they simply wont fightback. Now its always a race with 1000cc or 400cc. haha. Ni bukan perasan tapi its really a big change.

Fasting month have been great.
I do however feel sad for some who can fast but chose not too fast.
Do my prayers.
I feel this world need a change. A change for the better.
We muslims are too exposed to western cultures here in Singapore.
An eye opener for me. well, till here then.

Too strong for Too Long.

2010-07-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

Well well.
Im back here blogging aye? A long long long gone for too long post.
Okay. Been busy. School and work. Trust me man. I feel like a workaholic. what to do? i have 2 babies to feed. The first baby eats alot of petrol and 2t. The 2nd one good boy la. HAHA. but kinda boring cause he can only go maximum 110km/h. okay okay stop it sia babies.

Aiights. Right now I'm having two part-time jobs to sustain myself. One as a pizza hut call-centre(really underpaid) and Mac Rider. Well, I truly dont know why I'm working so hard to find money. But maybe because I just need to feel the money coming in.Other than that, im just glad Im healthy. But then again, i miss blogging. truly. but now nobody reads it no more. But i believe this blog will be a significant blog to reflect on the highlights of my life. Imagine, from the period of may till july. I tried 4 different jobs. Sentosa(quit),Pastamania Rider(quit),Pizza Hut Call Centre(quitting soon), Mac Rider(currently)and hopefully mac call-centre.I truly miss having money coming in like the time i was at Adidas. This world is just about money. At the same time i would like to do well for my sch. Just not as motivated. I really lack motivation and discipline. Ya allah. set me a clear direction. THis is just one of those obstacles im facing and i truly need a boost right now.

my 2a cleared. and now time to go for my short-term goal. Lose weight before hari raya.
HOw? jog 3km . okay goodnite bbye.

GOALS

2010-05-12T09:57:00.000-07:00

in the dark, alone. thinking about stuff.
Well, lets talk about future.

by the time i enter ns i will be like 22?
well, goals and ambitions in life are there to be met.
I always wanted my bike license since I was a young boi.
At sec 4 I was fascinated by my cousin's SP.
made me fanatic to get one and here I am 4 years later riding an SP.
I wanted to get into a poly when I was in Secondary school.
not all dreams are met.
because along the way, we'll make mistakes. we'll go wrong.
hence, i will definitely say making mistakes in the past was definitely my learning journey to greater success.
though my parents don't always support me in most of the things i do, i must say they are there to support me.
well, i do respect them but i guess there's a correct time and place to say No to them.
well, i truly realize now that being focus is very important.
locking your goals and working towards it.
well, now, my TP is on the 15th of June..
working my way up the ladder for my class 2 which is my ultimate dream.
now as a young man in my early 20's. Bikes are my obsession.
Young girls too.
I guess my school must come first now. Poly life must be on the right path.
DISCIPLINE!
I need to be focus. I am losing grip of myself when i dont pray.so yes.

Singapore Impatient Drivers.

2010-04-09T14:23:00.000-07:00

I don't get it with Impatient drivers these days.
I was on the way to meet Jeff for my very first outing with SBF to Johor Bahru.
Went to draw money at the POSB atm first. afterwhich i proceed. I was riding along the Kim San Leng Kopitiam and further up its Bishan Interchange. Out of nowhere a Blue Subaru Impreza POPPED out and I immediately JAMMED brake and I clearly heard my tyre screech. First thing I did was to stare at him. HORN at him. GOSH! whats the hurry? there were no cars behind me what. can at least let me go first right? AFTER WHICH I REVVED the engine at him. If not, I might turn out to be like the biker in the video below... and on the expressway, Jeff almost bang a car because that car weave in on him. Gosh, whats wrong with these drivers. They got like 3 mirrors to look from. Do safety checks la. See the video below.

Last week, I almost collided with a VAN. Was riding at 60km/h at braddell road and out of nowhere a VAN lane change without safety checks. E-brakes. Screeched. Stupid uncle. and again, being the young rider I am I revved the engine at him. stare at him while overtaking. gosh. For abit more awareness, Watch the link below.
The road have killed lives and Injure alot of my Rider friends. So drivers, please, take us riders into consideration. When u see us please dont dash out of nowhere. Our small bikes have weaker brakes and smaller tyres. SO those with less experience might not be able to brake in time.

ya allah, wherever I am. Please protect me because I don't wish to see my parents suffer. Please keep me alert at all times.

BARCA BARCA!

2010-04-07T20:42:00.000-07:00

Lionel Messi is simply Mesmerizing. Quick feet, big heart and simply talented.
He simply dazzled the crowd with his dribbles. Simply amazing how he create havoc towards the arsenal team. I truly hope he continues his run. Barcelona would be more entertaining if Ronaldinho was still in the team. such a waste. sigh.
I am gunning for Barcelona to clinch the Champions league. Such an entertaining team.

2010-04-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hello readers. Don't expect an enlightening post for this one.
first of all, i am pist off with so many people right now. I truly hope they truly realize they wronged me.

1) fina's cousin accused me of mengatal with her cousin Nazatul on MSN. WTF? and fina almost believed her. hotark kau ah. ingatkan aku tkde kerje pe? and to the cousin if your reading this, kamsiah hor! accuse more fitnah la. Amalkan dosa ye... sighhh... funny thing is, u dont even know me? wtf sia. mengamok sia aku.

2) Ridzwan, Wahidah and I made effort for your birthday? i even skipped lifesaving for u man. we sure had a good time and all. but that msg was like wth sia? immaturity. u lose some to gain some. macam cerita punk'd. they got punk'd. but they still embrace it. wahidah and I wanted to make ur birthday more interesting by planning to komplot. so that it will be memorable. Yes, you said u will never forget and all la thats because we made it interesting. All that effort bro.You wanna let out how u feel? by all means.however, u forgot our niat of doing that. so stop being a wussy lah. stop being plain. I plan the mischief because theres drama and originality. your 20 already, start opening up to ideas around you because not all things will go according to plan.. and for the effort Wahidah and I made for you, to be greeted by such a message it is so unfair. I am your good friend and Wahidah is your girlfriend. i dono how u got the heart to actually msg like that ah. suicidal msg. I think wahidah would have felt hampa too. this behaviour have to go ah. ego kills babe. your ego will kill your loved ones. when all of us care. and u know, we were the only 2 who cared and to be receiving such a message was like a bullet to the heart man. its stupid to think that we will be fine with that msg and take it lightly and go ya okay next time we dont do that? wtf? we made that effort to make it interesting man. my birthday have u made any effort? no right? just a simple wish and done. i didnt even expect anything from u ah. its like telling me, hey i dont like ur suprise u give me. thanks. now i let u know how i feel in this blog ah? yeah. and ridzwan, i have always been a friend who have initiatives towards you. and i can see your gf have that too. but you don't have any form of initiative towards me. so i guess your in no position to like or dislike or to shoot remarks like that. its time u have a 20th birthday resolution and it should be i have to be sensitive to people's feelings and opinion too. At the end of the day, u had fun during ur birthday. that what counts. start seeing where u go wrong and then talk to me. Because i feel i am making alot of sense and your not. your self-centred behaviour will kill those around you. start thinking about others. Start doing something for them.

Current state: Very demoralized.

FUCK la! but this two enlightened me. always at ease.

Soon to be Black Monster and my Beloved WHITE TIGER.

FINE CITY= Singapore

2010-03-30T17:47:00.000-07:00

Okay, Fine City. Yes. Singapore is indeed a Fine city.What inspires me to write this post?
Refer to the picture below. What can you infer from the picture in SOURCE A. HAHA! Sounds like O'level History ehk? LOLS. Ala, Senang je. From Source A, it clearly shows a money sucking machine used in Singapore. HAHAHAHAHA!

Source A.

So yes,
firstly, i went through an ERP Gantry without me realizing that I didnt have my cashcard place inside my IU unit.2ndly, I have an 8 dollar fine earlier today.
So far, these are the two fines I've accumulated so far.Gosh, money talks.
Going through an ERP is like government saying "eh mat, you want to go through you pay me 1 dollar,if you dont pay i will still let you through but i will charge you 8 dollars 2 weeks later."
All this are donations. I think most of us are gaining pahala by donating. Don't worry, so long your in Singapore, you will donate very frequently. Must be ikhlas ah. Remember hor...

Not only that, we donate very very very generously.
Just take a look at the COE hike at this point of time.
Donating it all to the government. Gosh. 28k for COE of a small 1.3litre car? Massive isnt it?
I wish I could paste that article here on my blog. The journalist said, motorcycle COE has a MODEST increase of $40. MODEST? haha. fuckew! HAHAHA! or how sarafina will say, MODEST Hotark kau!

Wait wait,My bike is an 11 year old COE bike. I renewed the COE last year, it was 800+. and look,down there.Motorcycle COE is $1200. Modest? modest kebabai! 400 dollars difference within 1 year. Kecoh pe sia! How to take out my brand new Super 4 or DRZ?! KNN!!!!

So high living in Singapore? yes indeed. That's why we are all so law Abiding. Until poly fees also hike from 1050+ to 1300. Kecoh? yes. very KECOH! To Those who actually study for O'level social studies, Singapore wants to keep Local talent and all. They want its people to have a sense of pride so that they stay in Singapore and help the country prosper. Hmm. Like my mum said "everything hike, but all of our pay remains the same". At this rate of price hike, I think more people will migrate. Maybe the grass is indeed greener on the other side. As for me, my plans are, graduate from Poly, NS, Botak, ORD, further studies, work for 1 year and then bring my family to migrate. Dubai perhaps? yeah. Ain't sure where yet. Definitely moving out of here. Wont be around to find out more.

anw, Singapore speed limit 90km/h babe. Dubai? do they have a speed limit? haha. are there speed cameras like PIE. overhead bridges with TP holding speed laser cameras? no right? DRIVING IS SO FUCKING STRESSFUL HERE. there? wider roads. No ERP. NO COE. Gosh. SO yeah. till here. going for a swim. take care readers. Think.

Irony of Love.

2010-03-25T16:11:00.001-07:00

I got this from one of my friend on facebook.Young Sportsbike 2B riders on 2 stroke racing machines. We may be thinking alike. Thats because what he posted Just seem to coincide with what i have been thinking. Well here goes, this is what he posted about women or ladies.

"We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you,
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
.
.
.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
That it can't wait till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.
Let us pay for you!
dont 'feel bad'
We enjoy doing it.
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.
.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.
That'll do..
Kiss us when no one's watching.
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.
.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
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.
.
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Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown,
Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.
On the other hand im not saying i wouldn't like it ether ; )
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change!!!!!
Ditch his sorry butt, a disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

PLEASE...
Give the nice guys a chance.
Guys if u agree with me let me know. Acknowledging it through my chatbox.
Girls if u agree with me let me know. Flood my chatbox.

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will tag me on my chatbox.
heh.
hehhhhh... "

There goes his post. Well, good girls always end up with the bad boys. I hate it. Its time for a change.Nice guys should never finish lasT!

PS:
Well. R,if your reading this. I just cant bear to keep it within me. I don't know how to let out whats beneath me out besides blogging.
I remembered I raced to meet u.. i even banged a Honda Fit's sidemirror at braddell road while seliting and did a hit and run. When I saw u at the bus-stop, u instantly smiled at me. It made me weak and My hands shivering as I was helping u wear the helmet. I don't know why, I seldom shiver unless I am truly nervous. Riding you around? If only u know how i feel to secure u to places safe and sound on a risky vehicle. I shall wait and be patient. You will always be in my prayers. I just want you happy and contented. I just need that one chance to show you my definition of happiness. There's no other person i can find that shares the same vision and goals as i do. Therefore, i shall promise to treat u right and treasure u like how I treasure my own bike. No accidents may be some minor falls. and weekly washing.I don't mean that literally, I am just saying I will do whats necessary so that you'll be happy. and i hope u take this post into account. :D

bullet shot.

2010-03-13T08:26:00.000-08:00

My emotional pain has taken over.
Apparently, its affecting my life.
i couldnt think straight.
i couldnt go out of the house.
i just feel like urgh.
And i need a punching bag.
mum confiscated my bike key.
Its 2 days already. since i ride my bike. gawd...
well she did it for my safety i guess.
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!
enough.

what do i really want?

2010-03-10T15:39:00.000-08:00

at this point of time, i am totally not achieving anything. I feel like shit.
My aim. Discipline level is like fuck.
ARGH! i need a motivation. give me motivation.
damn damn damn.
So many to achieve with so minimal support.

don't ever play corner with me

2010-03-07T01:59:00.000-08:00

Well hello.
I'm back after so long. Yes, Had class chalet and had a blast with my W16N peeps.
okay. Kana sabo with waterbombs. FAD got hit in the eye. I cabot and fled to the back of the chalet and they were all chasing me. LOLS.
but end up i kana hit 3 to 4 times because i ran through the wrong territory. haha.

So yes, DON'T ever play corner with me.
Fadhli(lil' bro) and I were about to have supper because we were very hungry and we went macs.
Out of nowhere there's this P-Plate 125z came by and kacau me. HE WHACK WHACK WHACK at me around Raffles instituition area. I ignored reason being Fadhli is behind me. eventually,It was at a bend and he closed in to me and i almost hit the kerb. I GOT MAD of course! i tap fadhli's thighs telling him to clamp my hip. so i open valve and chase him. came the corner at braddell flyover and we're neck to neck. HOHO. wrong place to play corner with me boy. i had alot of practise at this corner with the Honda WAVE while i was working at Pizza Hut. the corner at braddell flyover i bet anybody staying central will know. its pretty wide to play with. and so through the first corner there the 125z was quiet fast. my meter clocked 80km/h at that first corner and the next corner i gained the inner bend, i opened throttled and was about to get ahead and he blasted it too and the next thing i know he BUANG! i stopped , made an illegal u-turn and helped him out.

i help him up first and let him sit at the kerb. fadhli and i pick his bike up and place it by the side.
i then went up to him.

me: asal kau nak kacau2 orang? kau masih p-plate, respect p-plate kau la. kau tak nampak pe aku bawak adeq aku,nyawa orang oi. kalau tadi aku jatoh pat kerb depan pasal kau sapa nak jawab pat mak bapak aku? kau?
him: paisey ah bang, saya nak overtake je.
me: kau nak overtake? kau drop gear kilas aku, tu cara kau overtake? abih kau whack pat aku buat apa? kau ingat aku bodoh pe? kau ingat aku baru bawak motor pe?
him: *silence for awhile* paisey ah bang, saya mengaku saya sengaja nak kacau. sorry.
me: abih sekarang kau tgk. Da jatuh. ferring kau suma hancur. engine kau belom tau okay ke. puas hati kau?
him: *silence*
me: aku bilang kau sekarang, member aku budak pizza hut pernah bawak 125z, motor dia buang macam kau jugak. Kau siap2 je lah seribu lebih.
him: *his face already scared* gitu rabak pe bang?
me: abih? kau ingat apa? ni baru 125z. belom SP aku. so now amacam? mau panggil tow-truck? tkde cara lain. motor kau da tak boleh bergerak.
we tried to start and start and start the bike but no can do. it wont start. confirm internal got issues.

him: terpaksa tow la bang. sorry la bang pasal tadi. saya mintak paisey la.
me: tkpe. jangan buat lagi pat lain orang pulak. nasib baik kau tak mati katak tadi, kalau kau jatoh pat longkang amacam?

took out the recovery driver card and dialled it.
i dialed and we waited for the tow-truck to come. We talked and all. I got to find out that he just passed like 5 months ago in november. i was like.Hello? your a fucking newbie to the road. and you want to macam ye'yer? i don't even dare kacau people sia. well yeah. as the tow-truck came. he kept apologizing to me . at the same time he said thank you to me. I reminded him that if it was any other rider he will have been left stranded because afterall, u started kacauing first.

I hope he realize. really. There were people who died there. It a hot spot for accidents. Myself, ive skidded there before with the pizza hut bike. sigh.
at macs, i lost my appetite. i just had fries. while fadhli ate.

fadhli: abang, if you never retaliate he wouldn't have buang
me: true. but we almost fell. knowing me do u think i will let him off easily.
fadhli: still, you shouldnt have race him back.
me: its not ego fadhli, but i can't take it when someone tries to knock me off.

true ain't it? like my dad say. someone hits you, you hit him back. stand up. don't be a coward.
in this case, its about life and death. its only natural for someone who tried to kill you and your brother on the road to react in such a way. it just sickens me.he cross the line. oh well. till here la. i will be back to update more things about chalet. i going to meet shazwan a.k.a ABANG M later to tune his fierce fierce fierce ZEBRA called the Yamaha TZM! :D

childhood days

2010-02-19T20:31:00.000-08:00

Toys'R'US. It never ever ever fail to remind me of my childhood days When I was a small boy, where its just about play,school and milk. The toys'r'us in marina was the one that my parents always brought me to. Thats when, my sister will cry and yell if she don't get the toy she wants and I will just roam around playing with toys and usually I will get small toys like cars or superhero figures. Once I enter the store, I will usually stray away from them as I went straight into the Toy car section. HotWheels was my favourite then. infact, it is still my favourite till today. Toys'R'us never fail to bring a smile to my face. THose bitter sweet moments. The doll section? I will never enter that section. No way! and when i am a father, my daughter isn't allowed to buy dolls.
So yes. This is at Forum. :)
It was empty because its a weekday.
Mum was finding a gift for a small naughty boy so I drove her there to accompany her.

while she was busy finding her Spiderman figure for that naughty boy. I strayed away from her(as usual?). I didnt get lost la of course! da besar la wei! anyways, back in the days we weren't carrying hp. Pagers perhaps. So now with technology, with just a call it solves our lost situation. I was busy looking at this. One of my favourite toys when I was younger. I use to have 5 of these remote control cars(thats because most of the toys i choose are usually things with wheels). Usually , i will play this around the house. I use to love parking them. side by side. The living room will be an imaginary carpark.

As I was roaming around, I found this. I even bought it eventually. THE YAMAHA YZF-M1.
I paid 13 bucks for it. This actually got me playing with it at home.It isn't just a display okay?

Toys'R'us gave me a racer mindset.You see those small cars and bicycles. oh yeah. i use to have one of those battery operated car and my grandfather will bring me downstairs to play with it. And of course, most of us have bicycles before right? so Ive been training since a boy so yeah.
THATS WHY I'm A RACER!!! hehe. :)

This is Lego. I bet most of you readers do love this. :D
okay till here. chao. I need to grab food right now.

Happy birthday Mama

2010-02-14T21:47:00.000-08:00

15th february 2010 marks mama's 50th birthday.
Half a century old.
Happy birthday to you Mama.
Semoga panjang umur and murah Rezeki.
(for long health and prosperity always)

2010-02-01T16:05:00.000-08:00

For the pass few months, Ive been contemplating to get a car.
Actually, no point la. SO not practical to have one.
BUT THE THING IS, AKU DAH GATAL..
Gatal to have one. if theres one thing that a bike offers that a normal car cant offer is thrill.
If car, theres one thing i yearn for. COMFORT! not credibility.
FOR THE RECORD, ever since i got a bike, I bought it for my self-pleasure.
Not for status, not for merepek meraban tumpang minah.
i want a car is because, it is something Really Lepak man.
To me its easier handling a 2b bike than a car.
CAR: comfortable, i dont really like aircon, prefer the wind babe. Wind inside a powerful sports car more gerek. no need to tumpang2. Hujan tak lecey. Jam lecey la. haiya. and my uncle say, get a car. Sell my bike. sigh.

Talk is indeed cheap. Temptations are here to SWALLOW YOU.Spending power is much needed.

OKay syam. you dont need a car. You dont. You really dont. Tak practical. Parking fee at home is already 60 dollars. 4 times the amount of your bike parking fee. GILA? yes gila...

I blame myself for this. Rented a car. Tried out my friend's Evo 9. Drive dad's car. But nvm, i shall wait. till i start work. Earn money. I definitely want a honda. By then type-r will not be highly rated. THE HONDA MUGEN RR!!!!!!! Hawt. confirm sedap gila punya.....

conteng conteng.

2010-02-01T13:43:00.000-08:00

Today, was kinda interesting. most rp students know why la ehk?

so since my day has got alot to do with pictures.and got lot of drama.

Sarafina came up with conteng2 gambar.

Reminds me of nursery. When we get to conteng conteng.

but, SARAFINA SELLA BABAT IS SUCH AN idiot.

she conteng my picture and than post it on FACEBOOK.

Buat malu aku je. I know la eh. THIS IS CHILDISH.

So she conteng to sedapkan hati. DAMN.

But funny though.

LAUGH AH YOU ALL LAUGH!
THANKS AH FINA. MAT BUNGA? haha. tunggu kau.
abih rambot aku.
SO in retaliation. I decided to make her picture loook like this.
my masterpiece. TAAADAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
haahahahahahahahaha. REVENGE!!!!!!!!

:D...

best conteng gambar aku kan? nah amik kau!

2010-01-26T13:25:00.000-08:00

people change.
For the better?
or for the worse.
and im thinking im getting worser.
maybe because ive been neglecting myself...

Enlightening people.

2010-01-17T12:31:00.000-08:00

"malam ku tidur tak lena"..
That song has been in my head for the past few days.I haven't slept well for the past few days too. I did alot of reflections lately, about the past, and how situations could be better. I am still finding solutions to problems, maybe problem is too strong a word, maybe the word is situation. Look into facebook, browsed through my friend's info section. Some, just keep it short and simple. Some,blast everything about themselves. Categorizing what they think has been their achievements or perhaps what they want people to think about them. How cool they are, How great they are or even how they want to be respected.I used to be like that. Not anymore.

I think its now right to strive ahead head on. Only pleasing yourself not others. I realized I've not achieved success because I don't want it badly enough. This world is indeed simple in one way. You want something, go and get it. It might not be easy, but if you have the will and determination to succeed. You WILL SUCCEED. It has happened in my life.

Something is really up in my mind. Humans are not perfect. So am i. Therefore, in this post. I shall mention that i appreciate the people who have made great significance in my life so far.People who have or have tried to stand by me even during my irritating moments.

But then,i always upset someone la. ahaha.
This paragraph here is specially dedicated to my friend Sarafina. Your someone whom I think is a great company to have with. Someone i can easily call up and say, "sara, im feeling down today man." She will eventually layan you with her merepekness. I fight with her alot. Probably the reason why I tend to miss talking to her or better still She misses talking to me?!
Words like Babi! GEMOK! pendek! Boncit! Asal kau bodoh?! etc etc etc. its not to hurt you, its just to tease you. Please eh, you also kacau me balek. Babi kau balek ah! hehe. Ya, men are stubborn so yes fight back for what u really believe in, Fina, don't give up fighting for you know who la eh? So yes. last but not least. Keleng sia kau! haha.
*fina in lalaland probably will say "keleng kau balek ah!"*

TO another person,
thing is, I just hate messaging because i just dont enjoy it at all. SO maybe by blogging I could express it all out.
Ryna, love will come to you someday. Don't Rush it. If you rush it, weird things happen. That is what Ive learnt from people. They are desperate until they fall into wrong hands. Like one girl i use to date, She was an innocent girl. Someone who was not loud. Very quiet. She seeked love.When she's blinded by love by a matrep, she lost a sacred part of her.That she couldnt let go of her loss.She dare not accept any guy in her life anymore. The best part is, I could have made a difference in her life if I would have made an attempt to tackle her earlier,Maybe she won't have lost anything afterall.
I truely believe one thing Ryna,
If god gives you what you want, you get it. Your satisfied but it wont be so good for you afterall.
If god dont give you what you want, he eventually reward you with something better afterwards and your happier.
If god says wait, he eventually reward you with something the best of all and you will be contented,grateful and happiest of all.
Dont be depressed anymore. If your depressed, your distracted. when your distracted, you wont achieve your hopes and dreams.
Cheers.

2009-12-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

A communication breakdown.
Ayah and mama.
Why wont you listen to me?
why wont u try to understand me?
I hate to be instructed.
I hate to be controlled.
i am not perfect.
i make mistakes.
i learn from my mistakes.
I need guidance not criticism.

2009-12-12T16:52:00.000-08:00

the 3 words i love you is so redundant.
such a cliche. Kinda stupid.
I give up la. *white flag*

sometimes, i dont even know myself.
if i were to make a comparison with anyone in my family.
i am one that listens to myself more than my parents advice.
thats because i feel like my parents are trying to give me a route.
A boring one. Whereas there is a much more adventurous route.
not only that, i also believe that rules are meant to be broken..
always do. myparents always claim that i like to take risk.
Well, the thing is.
"i got balls to try and I am not afraid to fail!"

I have been independant?
at the age of 4,i asked my grandfather to take off my training wheels on my bicycle.
my grandfather as always was sceptical, always afraid to try.
but eventually he gave in, thats because i think he wants me to feel the pain of me falling.he eventually brought me to the playground to play. i brought the bike. I practised on my own. fall after fall. and eventually i showed to him.
The risk? Its definitely calculated risk.

and trust me, by doing taking some calculated risk, my ADRENALINE JUICES is definitely healthy.

Insurance Company.

2009-12-06T20:53:00.000-08:00

Hello,

Daylight robbery?

Having to spend so much on bike insurance is daylight robbery.

But thankfully, I have only to pay 300 dollars to extend my insurance when i send my bike for inspection in January. Rather than 800+ that i paid for the bike?

Grateful. Can you imagine paying 1000+ dollars for insurance? which can last you for 365 days?

Thats for young "RACERS" like me.

Hot headed and cant be "kacau" on the road by others.

Ego at stake?

Nah not for me. theres a right time and place to do crazy things.

I dont blame the insurance company for charging it at a very high rate.

Theres so many claims taking place. Accidents here and there.

Patah tangan la. patah kaki lah. Kodong tangan,kodong kaki.

Konek da tak boleh steam la. gegerl da tak boleh pakai skirt la.

E'ah E'ah design kia lah. Bukak game pat nicoll highway la.

Mod mod motor sampai boleh terbang la. Pipe chamber la. Racing footrest la. Fast throttle la. Tebok pipe la.

Sigh... how not to accident? motor da mcm rocket.

Kecoh eh?

Its sad to hear an 18 year old new rider gets into an accident on the road and die.

I believe in ALLah. And i witness the power of doa many times.

zaki just took out his first ever bike last thursday.

The first thing i do was to bring him to joo chiat to buy the doa naik kenderaan sticker.

To all new riders, get one. its just one dollar.

Believe me. Insyaallah.

Lets make it a safer place.

2009-11-11T13:48:00.000-08:00

I had nothing to do so i post on me riding the wave 125 on the way back from delivering an order. As you can see. the road is damn wet.

2009-10-28T11:55:00.001-07:00

Humans.
weird creatures i tell ya.
You simply cant judge them once u get to know them long enough.
Their cunningness, their self-centredness, their stab from the back.
Sigh. I am seeing all this happening.

You know what. I am going to blog often now. By often i mean often. :D

Oh yes,

I changed her tyres. but hadnt got any pics of her new tyres yet.
got the Bridgestone Battlax 39.
a recommendation from my mechanic Ah KEE.
Such a joker i tell ya.
Went into the shop. He shouted from across.
ah kee :"WOI! mana lu pegi? lu datang niari takda bawak ah moi ah?"
(woi! where have you been. today you come never bring chickies ah?"
me: "Aiya, ah moi sibuk la ah kee.lu sudah makan belom? ni saya bawak pizza. "
(aiya,chickies busy la ah kee. Have you eaten? here i brought pizza)
ah kee: "waah ini mcm banyak bagus. ah.ini hari mau tukar apa? "
(whoa like this good sia. ah. today what you wanna do?)
me: "niari gua mau tukar tayar la ah kee. gua corner manyak licin ah.Lu recommend apa?"
(today i wanna change the tyres. cornering is slippery. what do u recommend?"
ah kee: "waah ini macam lu pakai battlax. corner syiiook boh!"
(use battlax)
me: "ah okay okay. setting gua pon sudah lari.. lu boleh tolong setting balek?"
(my setting has been abit off tuned.Can u setting it back?"
ah kee : " lu masih ini sticker(referring to the p-plate) lu masih mau high-rev?"
me: "aiya, gua p-plate racer mah.. triangle racing team mah"
ah kee: *wanted to knock me with his wrench* haiyo! itu pasal insurance budak2 mcm lu mahal.ah okay2, gua setting balek. lagi 1000km datang balek servicing. lu sudah lama tak service.
me: "ah okayokay."

haha. nice mechanic. he knows the bike inside out.

and yes i tumpang mama to visit tok embah at serangoon.
haha. kinda funny. she said it was like a roller-coaster ride.
oh well.

sigh. i got school later today.

Class 3 CLEARED! YESSAH!!!

2009-08-30T11:00:00.000-07:00

So yes. I passed my class 3 using the CAR ABOVE on last FRIDAY 28th August 2009.
Passed with 16 points. minor mistakes.Yadayada.
Tester was strict to begin with. So i must say I'm lucky to pass.
Haha. I've started driving AYAH's Toyota Picnic.. So far so good.
It feels different to start with.
Its definitely bigger than the Toyota Vios.
The seating position is definitely higher.
The car is definitely longer.
SO, its like starting to drive a bigger car. It feels like a Super 4 to me.

Driving with my parents around its definitely pressurizing.
always kene marah by ayah cuz i swing the car like motorbike at give way junctions.. That some phrase "this is a car not a bike boy." Which is fairly reasonable.
Haha. Oh well.
Mama loves pressuring me when I'm driving.
mama: "depan sikit boleh lepas la! boleh lepas"
me: "tak boleh la ma. "
Ayah: "biarkan la dia ma. dia kata tak boleh lepas tu tak boleh la"
My parking needs more practise.. and yes. I'm tired.

Ps: Miss Nurhaslinda Binte Ab. Rahim.. Ily. Imy. and i hope to be driving u soon rather than riding u. I miss the Lost @ Penjuru Road. I miss the Hujan Lebat moment on your birthday.THats really memorable. PLease call me soon.

Rempitz with the pizza hut bike.

2009-08-10T11:04:00.000-07:00

Working for Pizza hut for 1 month already and I realise that I change in alot of ways.
I must say I became more confident riding a bike and I realise the importance of awareness around me..
No doubt, being a rider boost once riding experience.
Defensive riding course? haha. Who needs that? when you have dangerous riding course at pizza hut?

the plus point because.
I aint afraid of the Red Light Camera anymore.
I dont hesitate at any junction anymore.
I dont wobble anymore.
I can anticipate other motorist better.
Can react better.
But there are negative effects to it too.
I became like a Mat Rempit.
Zig zag zig zag.
Selit in between cars.
Corner at 80-90.(Shorty get low low low low low low)
Perangai mcm mat rempit. I aint proud of it beca use Lynn Dislikes the way I ride already.

All this Crazy stunts that I do are done with the company's Honda Wave125.
Crazy bike I must say.The risk that I am taking in delivering people's order.
Well if you think I can take my time sending. Well that is wrong.
Unless I am only Sending one order can la because i will definitely reach on time.
But imagine 3-4 orders? there will definitely be one order that will be late.
And riders will start chasing for time.thats the reason why riders die on the road.

I came close to beating a red light.
But I E-Brake like crazy.
If you guys know where Prata House is. There will be this traffic light with a red Light Camera.
I e-brake at 90km/h because I dowan to beat Amber. Aizrul(the new rider) witness what happen.
There was smoke. THe bike fish tailed. Skid Marks visibly seen. At which I also used my left leg to Control the bike.
My left foot felt the pain. But I managed to stop exactly before the stop line.
Aizrul was behind me. Prolly about 50 metres away.and soon enough he joined me at the traffic light.

Aizrul: Syam aku nampak sia kau fishtail. Asal kau tanak beat je? Boleh make it sia.
Me: Tak ah aiz, aku tanak beat amber ah dok. Lagipon aku tak confident boleh make it. lagi TP class 3 aku da nak datang, aku tanak risk it uh dok.
Aizrul: oh.. aku nampak siol tayar blakang kluar banyak asap. Confirm tayar blakang licin.
Me: tkpe uh dok.Aku bawak rilek skejap. Docket kene hantar 3. Kene lincah dok.

Talking about aizrul. Haha. He kept me entertained with his constant blurness. Haha.
Especially THe wrong gantry.
"BRO? mana mau pergi bro?"
kecoh sia!
but i admire his courage. Just pass 3 weeks and start riding for pizza hut.
haha. I must admit i did teach him crazy things also. Like riding on pavement.
haha. going againts traffic. And the Long Bmx Hump using our waves at Toa Payoh Rise.

haha.till here. my eyes are heavy. tml school . take care .

boom!

2009-07-31T21:06:00.000-07:00

Starting new with my blog because I feel a need to blog.
Well, let me start by saying that I miss blogging and having people reading my point of views or the happenings in my life.

Alright. first up. School.
Oh well. UT3 is coming so gotta be prepared.
I must say after a month or so in class, i start to see the true faces of people.
But what do I care? it has nothing to do with me.
someone who likes to be in control, someone who want to impress others, someone who will constantly scream at the top of their voice(this part irritating),someone who always thinks his views is always right, i can rant and rant and rant the whole day. Oh well.

Work. Im a rider for Pizza HUT.
I Learn alot from this job. Riding skill improved.Anticipation improved. And i can selit better and faster also.
But Babygirl said I ride so different already. I dont feel the difference actually.
I must say I did alot of crazy things with the COMPANY's bike. working for pizza hut, i have Buang the bike 2 times already.
PERANGAI Racer but then right, Slow Rider live longer.

Bike. Problems here and there. OLD BIKE. I am gonna let it be stagnant for now.
At least for a month. Doing an overhaul.Well, I am sick of problems.
The bike hasn't break down on me but It has already given me signs that it will eventually do a piston jam.
Which is risky because can accident or better still. SUPERMAN!!!
no no.

Alright. till here. ITs just my starting post.

2009-06-12T13:58:00.000-07:00

Hi, this is a new syahmi blogging.
Have you ever wondered why life can be so full of suprises.
Some turns of events can change your life drastically. Having my 2B license definitely change my life.
And most certainly Im glad I have my parents. I never actually understood them in the past.
Now, I do. I dote on my younger brother. haha. I feel helpless as I can help him at times.
I am clueless of my next move when mom says "abang you got to help fadhli, his last in class and he failed miserably."
Something dad said to me woke me up. Clearly I have not been examplary throughout my whole life.
I've decided to work on that now, before things get out of hand.

To my babygirl Lynn,Happy 20th birthday sweetheart. I love you very much.
I've had many other sunshines in the past but I've never met someone like you.
I must admit you ain't perfect and I ain't perfect but its true when people say imperfections are things that makes us what we are.
I will always remember you as the girl who can brighten my day anywhere anytime any place.
The girl who wants to ride a Gilera.
The first girl who rode on my NSR 150 Sp.
The girl whom I can stare all day at her beautiful face.
The girl I love teasing her with LG(lynndah gemok).
The girl I love who lives in Admiralty.
The girl who I corner with at any bends.
The girl who perah my babat like perah limau when I race you home because of your dad.
The girl who will be there when I need her.
The girl who constantly give me wet kisses on my lips, my cheeks and my forehead.
The girl who cant keep still on my bike.
The girl who treated me to Garlic Naan the day I pass my bike.
The girl whom I sound you behind Bukit timah Courts.
The girl who went surveying for my car with me and we fell in love with the Honda Fit.
I might hope you'll be my wife but its too early to say in our relationship.
I'm confident though.
Well, all this in mind. I wanna be there for u when you need me to.
heee... OKay. till here la. Sleepy babe.

2009-06-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

Everyday before I ride, I recite this doa.
I think It's important.
I am never reckless and I know my parents will find out someday that I am not.
I just hope they know that I am not. I am truly am not.
I'm careful. Safety comes first.
I do admit i speed up at open roads.
But trust me,I only do it when road conditions are clear and I will never go beyond 120.
I'm sorry. I'm just paranoid.

Just not my day

2009-05-11T18:03:00.000-07:00

This post is for Yurny.
Which would you choose?

Pic above is a pic of my Lynnette and Kr Degil.
The Black KR belongs to Zai(my primary schoolmate).
He's a BIG part of Radius Racing Team.

I'm not feeling myself right now.
Lynette fell yesterday at CDC(ubi driving ctr.)
her bubble broke as well as her side mirrors.
i couldnt start her at first so i called Kak Amy.
SHe helped me out. shes fixed but her tail got scratches.
it had to happen when gegerl was around.
her slipper pecah
Yesterday was not my day but Me and Lindah did pull through our bad day.
I love you Sweetheart with all my heart.
and I'm sorry Cik milah.

2009-05-10T04:11:00.000-07:00

I spend my day with Lynn.
Im glad to be with her.
well, I cant be very mushy here cant i? shy.

We Ride. My two loves. Lynn and Lynnette.

Presenting Mr. and Mrs. BamBamBoom.

Going Krazey In Class

2009-04-27T09:36:00.000-07:00

The Republicans In my Class! haha

2009-04-18T13:37:00.000-07:00

Hello hello.
i had a long yet fun day today.
went to Serangoon Garden Chomp chomp for makan after work with Nyok and Salihin.
The atmosphere was chaotic.
Many people.
Many Matreps, many ah bengs...
but okay la.there was good food.
THE SUGARCANE JUMBO SIAL!

Sugarcane Krazey!
Nyok and Syam...

But in the end the SugarCane tak Abis!

Rio Ridzwan.

2009-04-17T02:20:00.000-07:00

I met Ridzwan at Muhajjirin mosque earlier for Friday prayers.
haha.
feeling bawak motor ye bang?
as usual. sit down at coffee shop after prayers like secondary school times.
good times. i once shoot an ice cube into his mouth through the straw at kfc.
haha.

and so we talk about life.
about our friends.
and most of all.
talk bout cars.
So Wan, i cant wait till the day u call me and say u got yourself a mitsubishi Evolution.
Just like when you call me telling me that u finally tackled Wahidah.
haha!
glorious glorious.

a transformation

2009-04-16T14:55:00.000-07:00

its 6am in the morning.
sitting in my room.alone.
in darkness and tranquility.
I look across the window, a bike that never fail to bring a smile to myself.
my pride and joy. my hardwork.

done from scratch,dust and dirt. to something very detailed.
its been a few months now and so far its going strong.
a 9 year old bike with lots to offer.

i was awaken by my uncle ringing on the doorbell at 7pm earlier.
I strolled down in my track pants only.
opened the door to see my aunt,uncle and my cousin at the door.

Uncle:Syahmi, motor asl tayar belakang hilang.
(syahmi,why are the tyres on your bike missing)
me:*instantly look across the window to check on my bike instead of opening the door for them*
uncle: ehk gi mana?
(eh where u going?)
me: mana hilang? sembarang je!
(its not missing? anyhow only!)
aunt: sayang sangat dengan motor.

an obsession i can't rid.

I dont know whats wrong with me.
I aint happy? I dont know.
rest assured im sound and mentally okay.
but trust me, i truly dont know what i want.
i lost my sense of direction.

2009-04-12T16:11:00.000-07:00

I went to the Flea market at trinity yesterday with Nyok Zaiton,Salihin(abang vespa) and Azman Double D.
we actually wanted to see some vintage vespa but end up its some Stock vespa.
Dissapointing.
Must be wondering why I put weird nicknames on them.
Apparently its because of Tagged.
and I'm given Syam Von Tease just because I accepted a request from a Transexual.
haha.
zaiton? haha. some makcik Nyok added on tagged.
Double D? some ebony. LOLS.

and yesterday it was no ferring day.
Its unsightly to see bikes with no Ferring.
Nak step rempit. merepek sia.
Definitely all must be thinking "must be the malays"
sadly yes. Kr150 with no ferrings. common and unsightly.
but 2B bikes wouldnt receive so much criticism.
we actually saw a Rvf 400 with no ferrings. wtf?
motor besar pon nak step rempit?
and you must be thinking again. "must be the malays"
ironically,this time it isnt a malay dude.
Rvf 400? who rides the Rvf 400? ah beng right?
so there u go. ah beng nak follow2 mat Rep.
funny world.

Nyok: Kau jgn bukak ferring kau. Kalau kau bukak jgn gi riding dgn aku.
(dont open your ferring if not dont ride with me)

Dumbass.why would i wanna do that?

school starting.
looking forward? nah...

2009-03-28T23:18:00.000-07:00

Everything is tremendous now that I have cleared my problems. This is my Honda Nsr 150 Sp. i love her very much. Jambu kan? hahahaha. I'm the only malay dude who loves Sp. Rare.

2009-03-20T11:39:00.001-07:00

well hello hello.
as i grow older i face new obstacles and problems.
Everyone is finding for a job.
and i realize i should appreciate what i have right now.
working at adidas pays well as a part-timer.
lagi2 they started paying me 7 dollars per hour.
and alot of promotion have been going on which means more commission.
But im sick of the workload.
urgh.

And to be honest, I feel like throwing in the towel.
but i cant. I have a spending habit. not spending habit but i have goals in life.
I wanna finish my class 3.
and it really cost me.
I wanna do up my bike. and it will also cost me too.
I feel ketat gila oink oink.

my tp will be in July for my class 3.
and its only like my 8th lesson. 19 more to go.
damn!

ive still got things to do on my bike.
1. need to tune. (low torque mcm sial)
2. Need to change engine oil soon.
3. Racing footrest.
4. Koso Speedometer.
5. Change stand.
6. Change and tighten kickstart.
my focus is to make the performance of the bike BETTER.

and i feel...
whoa ketat gila!
not to forget weekly dose of 2t for the bike.
petrol 13 dollars fulltank. usually twice a week.

all this needs money?
and cannot have gf uh.
weighs me down babe.

okay... gonna go to sleep now.. good morning

Fadhli.

2009-03-13T08:56:00.001-07:00

This is my younger Bro.
Cute ehk?
bawak Sp pon kene jengket..

It might be true?

2009-03-12T21:47:00.001-07:00

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The Pain and Agony about love

2009-03-11T14:30:00.000-07:00

WHOA MAK KAU AKU TIDO SIANG BANGUN SIANG!
haha.
what an achievement.
5.32am in the morning.
and soon i gonna do my subuh.

Have you ever felt that you like somebody without you not realizing?
hah.
you felt as though a part of you became so uptight when u hear another persons name whereas you and her got nothing going on.
Trying to forget the person you love but you simply can't because every now and then the things around you reminds you about him/her.
every now and then you have bad thoughts about that person. worry that someone touches him/her.
constantly having nightmares about that person.
constantly mention in your prayers. For good health and wealth.
well I'm in that state right now.
just wanna please that person by moving on.
you sacrifice your happiness for that person's happiness.
i guess shes happy now.
Finding a replacement already.

work for example.
1) mannequin: the tee that she bought is on display on the mannequin.
Brazil Jacket: she tried it on and likes it but back then it cost 76 bucks and now it cost only 35.
secret recipe: those chocolatey moments.

Or on the road?
2) Ah Boi, Aunty sticker shop: near the place she had her attachment which is @ cityhub hotel.
Roti Prata house @ upper thomson: the roti prata mushroom cheese

Or Bugis.
3) The Love Guru: first good laugh movie
Hunting for her skirt and all.

I know she hurt me plentiful of times.
I simply dont know why I can forgive her.

as im typing these, i feel so distraught..
and when I'm so, I pray to god..
and then take an adrenaline Joy ride on the PIE.
plenty of times i almost flew off the Demonater.
plenty of times i came close to death.

she was my sunshine and my heartbreaker.
i always thought that nice guys will prevail but I guess my neighbour is indeed right.
"ladies dont deserve nice guys... they always finish last... its time to be a badass"
its not coming from him.
Its coming from Dan too.
"they bite, break them into pieces"
well they are right.
I wont deny I didnt hurt her before but I never had any intention to.
it bursts. I'm sorry for having to be completely honest seeing me angry.
my sacrifices were unseen.
thats how i felt.

we've stop talking like we use to.
Right now, I aint sure if I'm running by doing so.
Its hard for me to talk to her.
it hurts me to call her.
because deep down i love her.
yes. Ive never expressed my feelings on a blog before.
you might might not be reading this.

imy, Y...

okay da *AMIK KOTEX LAP AIR MATA*

2009-03-08T13:17:00.001-07:00

Damn, i really need sleeping pills..
So today was my off day.
Nizam asked if I want to play st.soccer and I said "malas uh..."
my neighbour ajak go Mustafa centre and I was also lazy...

I ended up at home reading this book Called The GOOD GUY by Dean Koontz..
reading it 3 times yet the storyline still fascinates me...
The element of suprise in the book is really addictive...
when you least expect it, BOOM! the bad guy appears from out of nowhere...
started reading from 1 till 4 pm...
afterwhich i Doze off on the sofa.

Went to Nuh to Visit Nenek and I must say her illness is pretty strange.
Doctors cant find the source of illness?
are doctors really lazy these days?

I have this cousin of mine who got 28 points for her O'levels.
she failed her maths and sciences.
and shes telling everyone shes going NIE.
wait shes applying not going..
I mean, come on you wanna cover-up dont go to the extend of a university?
wow...
isnt it quiet a suprise?
even a diploma holder has to be the cream of the crop to get there.
Bogus Bullshit.
theres even a friend of mine who got 28 points and fail maths and science stuck in an ITE and not even given a single option of a poly course.
if she thinks she stand a chance then I dont know what to say.
But NIE? oh come on... fuck me!
what disgust me is that later in the day, shes gonna enrol for her class 3 license.
Oh CRAP!
rather than you waste that 166dollars enrolling for your class 3 you might as well use that money to retake your GCE O'level results..
Set your priorities right for goodness sake!

and recently, Ive been having nightmares of her and only her.
This separation affected me so deeply that I couldnt focus.
oh well.. part of growing up big boy...

and dear god, please let me pass my Car license in July...
I want to drive.

SUPERPHANTOM 4

2009-03-04T09:04:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I laughed out so loud until my mum thought ive turned crazy...
APa dia nak buat sial?
" ada dagu kepala alien, bontot super 4"
pat tepi letak Phantom... hahaha...
bodoh stupid sia...

Eye catching Shits

2009-02-26T19:43:00.001-08:00

Hey all......

Shit happens(above).

Welcome once again to my blog..

and today i gonna post about the things that caught my eye this week..

First up.. Tamiya shop @ Ubi...

Rossi siol!!!!!!!!

hahaha.
someone buy me for my birthday next tuesday uh..

only 18 bucks jek... haha... *tak tau malu*

And a Gilera caught my eye at first sight.

@ Heng Motors Changi Road...

I know the tawkay itself.

he give me machine price 4.5k...

Insurance for me is 800plus.

and for above 21 is 500plus.

quiet okay considered in the past insurance for young rider is 1k..

Michelle You will look hot on the bike...

haha. power sia...

Fz 438 M...

Fz 438 M... even the no. hot hot...

even the No. is cool..........

so michelle...

Enrol ah... hot sia!

hahaha. kecoh eh syam...

*imagine cute girl, right lane, singlet, gilera, 80km/h*

Siggghhhh.........

2009-02-15T08:53:00.000-08:00

I cant sleep at all. damn.
I dont know whats the matter with me but i just cant get to sleep early.
urgh!!!!! i want to sleep la but i cant put myself to sleep sia.
geram*

So anyways, I'm here to blog.
something which has been pondering on my mind.
I realize your culture and upbringing plays a big role in developing an individual's life.
Like for example, if you have people around you with Big Arms and tattoos inked all over the body.
You will naturally grow up thinking that tattoos are normal.
but if you grow up in an environment whereby the people around you constantly remind you of prayers and religion. You will most probably be wondering wth is a tattoo.

and I just realize something, i cant find any male adult among my relatives who does not have a Class 2B license.
From both sides.
It's a perfect excuse to tell my parents if they disapprove.
haha. oh well.

With that said also, it greatly depends on the Paths we choose.
the place we direct ourselves to.
once curiosity sets in and you arent able to control, thats where you stand in a deciding point.
you choose right you ride smoothly to your ultimate destination, you choose wrong you end up riding it hard and bumpy;getting lost.
i admit, i am somewhat between both criteria.
Ive done wrong at some point of life.
and Ive created hope unintentionally.
the naive ones.
I'm truthfully sorry.
I truly realize also that what goes around comes around.

I realize something today. I am not the guy in 2008.
Ive changed.My mindset has change.
the way i convey my thoughts and feelings has change.
even though its a mere change, i feel good about myself.
and I definitely would want to expect more change from myself.

I hate the thought of Speeding on roads even though I love the thrill of speeding.
riding with leisure is definitely more enlightening,more satisfying and definitely much safer.
In May i will enrol for Defensive Riding at CDC.
I would have said "buat pe nak gi defensive riding? buang duit jek. buang masa plak tu."
Ive realized that a few hundred dollars could secure you on the road.
Its a good investment knowing that your putting on a seat-belt on your life.
having heard of someone suspended for riding eventhough it was not exactly his fault woke me up.it was poor weather and therefore poorer judgement. you cant blame him.

and i have a confession to make.
girls riding on Gileras are hot.
especially when they wear singlet.
woohoo...
haha. random sia. but seriously they are YUMMY.

mama's birthday is today and I must say I'm proud of mama because throughout my entire life my mum has been the one very supportive.
She constantly encourage us siblings to pick up a skill.
Like last year I took lifesaving course.
This year, I will be taking up Airbrushing.
its somewhat like tattooing but done on Vehicles,Helmets, T-shirts and objects.
a skill i definitely want to pick up.
:D
aiights.
im feeling tired.
i hope i can get to sleep. nitey nites yao.

Something from within

2009-02-14T23:04:00.000-08:00

shit happens.
Such a dissapointment.
I have to understand?
I'm sorry but I couldn't understand.
Thanks alot.
and this aint the first time your acts has dissapointed me.

A new inspiration.

2009-02-11T05:05:00.001-08:00

It was my off today so I decided why not go and find some stuff for my bike.
I went to Aunty shop @ Lavender to get stickers for my helmet.
Its damn plain la.
and Salihin(neighbour) wanted to get his Ed Hardy done on his Vespa.
As many may know I plan to upgrade to a 2A bike and get the Super4 Vtec Spec 3 in mine.

HOWEVER, I DO LOVE THE DRZ.
I'm SHORT. I stand at 165cm.
My leg will definitely TAK SAMPAI. must jengket the bike.

But who cares la, I can Handle the bike sudah.
thats what many said but i still cannot comprehend the fact that my height aint suitable for the bike.

@ aunty shop.
Got a small guy same height but smaller built than me.
In my mind: This guy is Small. But he rides a DRZ. if he can handle the bike, why can't I?
Eventually alot of Drz passby and made me more interested.
having nothing to do I met Zai and headed to Bukit Merah to survey for more bikes.
I actually enquired about the Drz.
Market Price for a Brand New Drz 400 is 14k.
But I found a shop selling for 13.6k...
okay right? and insurance will be 2k...
what to do? im a young boi...
so 15.6k?
I am gonna save 15.6k till next year...
Drz will be sweet babeh...

if a small person like Hussein(above) can ride the DRZ.
Why cant I?
haha.
tak puas hati....

2009-02-09T10:15:00.000-08:00

Just sharing with you readers whats available @ the Factory Outlet.

Blue one is nice ehk?

so Hello people.
So finally I got Myself a new blog to start afresh with.
I think its about time I get a new one.
Well, I am Still with Adidas.
Already a YEAR now. Time flies damn FAST! goodness gracious.I still cant believe I didnt JOB HOP... I must say being with such a big organization I have learnt alot of things. Witness alot of merepeks.

1)Friend stole money and got fired.

2)Saw nerds walking out of the shop holding hands(just now)

3) someone from adidas HQ went down to shop; tried a running singlet(white) and never wear bra(nipples exposed gila babi sia)

actually alot more to say but if i were to list down... it will never end.

haha. okay... first post boring. but once my inspiration kicks in... I hope u readers will treat my Blog like daily news... hahaha ciao!

2009-02-08T06:20:00.000-08:00

well this is my new beginning.
My new lease of life.
desiredreamvision.
I live to ride and I ride to live.